My life falling apart around me.
Whilst I stand numb,
Powerless to help
Whilst my world tears itself apart.
Depression, discontent.
Sorrow, despair,
Stress, worry and
And a lack of self belief
Are but a few emotions which consume me.
Regrets I have many,
Failings in abundance,
Whilst I scream to myself,
"how can I stop this?"
The answer I do not know
For years this I have tried to find,
Yet the answer never comes,
Which leads to everlasting failure.
This failure cripples me,
So completely,
I feel so alone, so afraid,
Not having anything to catch,
Catch me whilst I fall.
Support I have little,
Far beneath what I need,
But what I need,
I cannot say,
I just feel lost,
Lost and trapped,
In a path of destruction,
Which I have no means of escape.
So how, how can I rebuild my world,
and escape this destruction and fear?
