Life around seems strange and distant,
Like im on the outside looking in
Darkness looms, Pain grows
As depression and anxiety grows
With the future gaining fast
Panic sets in
As I ask myself
Am I ready for this?
I have decided to press on
As I can’t turn back,
There is only one direction to go
This time I hope it works.
So many thoughts swirling
What if I fail?
What if I fall?
Will loneliness overcome?
Amongst all this
A strange feeling grows
A looming crush
One unexpected
With so much on the line
Is this something I want right now?
Or even can deal with this?
I don’t think it’s the time
But I cannot decide
Decide where my heart will lead
What will happen now
Only time will tell
The next year is full of Hope
Hope and opportunity
Or will it end with all my dreams,
My dreams shattered on the ground?
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