Tuesday, 10 September 2019

My current Political Musings #BrexitBabyPM #WeCannotbeSilenced


In the last week, we have seen the most bizarre happenings in the house of commons and within the government that I recall seeing.
This parliament has only has 5 sitting days since summer recess, and not long before they did return, the Prime Minister, Boris Johnson, or as I shall now call him, #BrexitBabyPM, sought with only 3 Privy Councillors to have Parliament Prorogued in the longest prorogation in modern political history, and is definitely the one of the most irresponsible of all time.
Also we have seen the Prime minister in Parliament today, refuse to seek an extension to Article 50 as is required by the European Union Withdrawal Act (2) 2019 which was passed by Parliament on Friday, and was given Royal Assent this afternoon, therefore becoming Law, under specific circumstances which are set out in the Act. All of this has been in the news recently.

The #BrexitBabyPM has tried to act like a Dictator, and force through votes and vote down motions like trying to force a General Election, and tried to vote down the Humble Address on the Publication of Yellowhammer and Prorogation Documents. Which should already be a matter of Public record, but the baby is trying to supress them. All he has done since taking office, is act like a stubborn toddler throwing a tantrum, and then only got louder when he wasn’t getting his way, so got rid of the Voices of the People, through Proroguing parliament, so there is no way to Hold Accountable the Prime minister and Her Majesties Government until Mid October. Which is something which The Speaker, the Opposition, and from what I could tell, the Lords and Ladies of Her Majesties Royal Commission to Prorogue Parliament were not happy, I would say that Bercow, The Speaker of the commons was livid by his expressions this evening. But No one had the Constitutional Authority to override this.

I do not blame Her Majesty for this shakedown of our democracy, and silencing of the people, as HM could not refuse. Who I do blame is The #BrexitBabyPM for the possibly unconstitutional attempts, to Shut Parliament down, and to Rip the Voices from the People.
What I would argue, first of all is for a Second Referendum once and Extension is agreed to as I believe this to be the only way forward for our Country to move forward and decide once and for all, as we now know what Brexit looks like and know the truth now, whether to stay or leave, and I strongly believe we will now vote to remain.
I also believe that then once that has taken place the results of that need to be implemented, THEN and only then, a general Election called. As I believe that this Parliament still has the mandate to sort Brexit out, and having one before this is done will not solve anything, and will only serve to make things worse and messier than they already are.

Then once this has been resolved, they’re are many constitutional questions which needs to be addressed. Some of, but not inclusive to, Parliament taking Prerogative from the Prime minister to request Parliament to be prorogued, and to set the date of a general election. I would argue that this needs to be in the hands of the House of Commons, and not the Executive to set, with a 2/3rds majority vote. Along side the Fixed terms Parliament act. Should make this a fairer process ad one which is Harder for the executive to silence the voice of a people.

Also when Parliament is Prorogued or Dissolved, to set up procedures, that in a national crisis, for Parliament to have emergency sittings at either the request of the PM or the Leader of the Opposition, to be made to both speakers of the houses of Parliament, and to the Privy council, to give leave to this special sitting.
Taking these powers away from the Crown, would require more power than Parliament has, and is not something I advocate. But I do advocate that certain Prerogative powers the PM has over these mattered should be given to Parliament. So that the events of the last few days cannot happen again.

Also one quick thing, I am slightly disappointed that John Bercow didn’t refuse to attend the Commission in all honesty, but I do understand that this would have just made the crisis worse, and I do welcome his criticism of the events.  
These are just some of my random thoughts of current political events, I have at the moment. I do have more, and more in-depth ideas. But this is enough for now.
Also suffice to say that I am livid with the Contempt that #BrexitBabyPM has behaved since being in office, and the opposition must do everything they can do to show his true nature to the people, and to do everything in their power to hold him to account and make things as difficult as possible to leave his heavily weakened by the PM

I hope and pray that we emerge from this Crisis with as little pain and wounds as possible, and that at all costs, we avoid a no deal Brexit. And that at the next general election there be a Labour Majority, or at the least a Labour led Coalition Government. 

We the People, and the Commons, should not, and Cannot be, Silentced.


Friday, 14 June 2019

The Dams Breaking


Tears stream down my face,
A symptom of the pain within,
And a sign that the dam,
Dam holding emotions tide,
The dam is starting to break.

Every move forward I take,
Seems to come with three steps back,
With the struggle,
Against my pain, against my past,
Grows harder and harder each day.

All I want is for this pain,
This pain to end, and the tears to stop,
And to let myself truly feel again.
But don’t yet see the light at the,
The end of the tunnel yet.

As hard as I try,
I cannot hold back the tide,
And every day the pain grows more,
Pain over lack of progress,

In both mental health,
And my transition,
Every day without progress,
The pain grows ever stronger,
And the weaker I become

I really need a break,
Break from the pain,
From my thoughts,
Yet rest-bite, seems,
Seems just out of my reach

Right now,
I’m fighting against,
Against causing more pain for myself,
And the crushing weight of my emotional burdens,
Squarely on my chest.
And I don’t know how to appease It,
Although I’ve carried it for so long now

The long fight has left me,
Left me drained, and exhausted,
I’m running on fumes,
And with nowhere to refuel in sight.
And I’m just here, wondering,
Why do I even bother at all?
                                                   
The last thing I want to do is give in,
Yet, what I can do I do not know,
My past, present and future,
All in different ways,
Frighten me.

So now I just wait and see,
Which will come first,
The bursting of the dam,
Or the progress I so desperately,
Desperately want and need?

Thursday, 4 April 2019

Faith, Friends, and the Long Road.


My life has not been easy,
The path has not been clear,
Neither does my future,
Future look to be.

Consistency was but,
But a distant dream,
On a path filled with pain,
On a path filled with obstacles.
Obstacles with no end in sight.

One thing that has remained,
Remained through,
Through, Abandonment,
Depression, Loneliness, Grief
Hopelessness, Desperation,
And many other things,
Is my faith in God,

Although that faith has,
Has waxed and waned.
Over the years,
It has always been,
And still remains,
Ever present.

Even now,
When fighting back tears,
When holding in crushing pain,
When feeling lonely and afraid,
When feeling hopelessness
And many more things,
Even now,
in all of this,
My faith still remains.

Without my faith,
And without the,
The few friends I have,
I’m not sure where,
Where I would be right now,
Although I fear,
Fear it would be tragic.


My faith and friends,
Despite my faith being weak,
And my support little.
These things,
Are the reason I fight,
The reason I press forward,
Not wanting to give up,
Give up on my friends,
Give up on my faith,
Or Give up on Myself.

Although giving up on myself,
That is the hardest reason,
Reason to fight for.
Especially with the,
The hopelessness that surrounds.

But because of my friends,
And because of my faith,
I cannot give up,
Although I often wish,
Wish giving up was,
Was something I could do,
I must keep going.

As my friends,
And my faith,
Are not just things I,
I continue this fight for,
But are also a part,
Part of myself,
And makes up part of,
Of who I am.

The impact they have,
The waves they cause,
Reaches further than,
Than they can see.

Despite myself,
Often feeling hollow,
Empty, yet full of torment,
Despite this,
And the hopelessness around,
In my friends,
And in my faith is a glimmer,
Glimmer of hope.
And that is what carries me forward.

The Road has and will be long,
Long and hard,
More so than I,
I can put into words,
Especially in this,
A humble Poem.

But in the end,
My faith in my friends,
And in my God,
Is what will see me through,
Out of this darkness.
It will take a long time,
But as long as I have friends,
Friends who stick with me (which I do not find easy, as they seem to fall like flies)
And my faith in God,
I will eventually,
Eventually get to a place,
Place where Instead of,
Of Surviving,
I will be able to thrive.
So the tears can finally end.
And I do so long for that day to, eventually, come……..




So this is my latest poem,
Love and hugs to all readers,

Natalie Xxx